Jin
be polite, he told himself. That was the purpose. He had been told to be kind and it would be nice, like a normal person. Should not be so difficult. I never tried because of course he was convinced that he went no further. If you had asked he would have said that Akanishi Jin was wasting friendliness from every pore. But apparently people were not of the same opinióny why things were as they were. But well, that would change because that morning was up wanting to be happy with a smile on your face and everything and that he often seems Terminator in the morning, but so glad she had gone into the shower, had breakfast and still had plenty of time to send a message to Pi to say good morning. Surely his friend would have shit on him for that detail but he did not because now it was that, nice.
I was on the street and people who worked earlier as he stared at him, not as did other times the matter of its natural beauty and grace walk, but because he needed to go waving his arms, bouncing back and forth. Bowed to the delivery of newspapers. And the guard at the door of the agency where she worked.
obviously not entered the building hopping but tried to put their best face when he approached the front desk.
"Good morning," said the girl raised her head to hear him and looked both ways to ensure that no one else there and actually was referring to it.
-Bu-good morning, "replied finally to get rid of amazement when he made what looked like an attempt at a smile that did not come out quite right.
Masy Jin said nothing walked to his study, which would certainly be waiting to make up and all that you did before a meeting. They said that this time would pose with a girl but I had no idea what season.
Half an hour later and had been forced to breathe deeply several times not to send anyone to hell. Completely ignored what was meant by patience and repeatedly forgot what he had told the boy on the phone because it's become a nice person in the eyes of others was really exhausting also it felt like a barbie doll such as falsely smiling.
was not easy trying to make your work with a group of people whispering behind your back and there was no way to concentrate and was restless, which the model could tell because he kept asking puffing and repetitions. Jin looked at those who had invited himself to her photo shoot how long this could be done? He was about to ask when the director decided to take a break so he could talk a while with the girl and that was all that motivated him. Walked past the group that once were his friends, fuck your fucking fake friendliness and the type of phone that he had no idea what was going on, and sat with her on a table while taking something.
It seemed a really nice and pretty girl, why deny it. And he had intercourse with the girls, it was something innate and sure that others were jealous of that. Well look I would take the language to be bugged as if I had children before. The only thing not finished like it was that tone of voice that seemed perforarte eardrums with her laughter. Contrasted starkly with his own voice was a more serious and often he himself was heard to speak because he used to speak very quietly (it was a good tactic to link to someone, I thought, smiling.) She spoke, but he did not hear anything, only moving his lips because he saw in his head trying to remember the pleasant and friendly voice of the guy who spoke in the evening. Was not aware that he was thinking about him until just did not give it despuésy even then. It was a difficult task to put his voice to that girl who talked nonstop while he nodded almost imperceptibly with no idea what he was saying. What was he doing now? Would you think about Jin? He shook his head idiot calling himself in his head and turned his attention his interlocutor. But then I accidentally looked up and found another passerby at the time. Decided to pretend he had not seen and the other also apparently passed over because of where they were sitting and got in the study where they were working on the door to coincide with the principal of the session volvíaa call.
Once inside Jin scowled at the newcomer who was taking off his jacket and changing clothes. He took off his shirt dark red hair uncombed and his shirt as he got offered him their eyes met again. But could not explain the feeling of wanting to behave correctly became more intense as he approached Kamenashi to him, no doubt it was all because of the guy on the phone. What was she doing while Jin was thought that the phrase soltaríaa Turtle? Would you be proud of him when he greeted? Would have to ask then, he said. "Then? Does that mean that volveríaa call? Nothing within the board would "call normal."
-Akanishi-san can you pose again? "I asked the photographer.
When Jin was to give him has already passed the opportunity to show the red his good manners and not talk only knew punching. Well, maybe next time .
Still and all his good intentions, but that shit a lot when someone had the brilliant idea that the two models posing together. The reaction was the same in both.
- Huh? -Released at the same time looking sideways, but recovering position then to pretend that he cared more than any other. So they put together following the advice of the experts. Jin tickled his shirt unbuttoned the other to be flying because the fan was set to go and it ran over her hair in the mouth.
anyone notice all, missing more, and made the necessary tweaks. Well, not everyone thought Jin because they were still very attached.
-Natural-called director.
- How's it going, Kame? "Rather, it urged. Months without speaking and had left a question as normal. And kind .
The said it looked as if he had gone a horn on his forehead and shrugged in reply what made Jin feel proud because at least he had not ignored altogether.
Kame
- And that what you've been bitten fly? Koki asked before bring food to the mouth.
The five friends were in the cafeteria eating as usual, only now its looks and talks revolved around Akanishi, which usually tried to avoid. Kame
sabíaa not what had come before everything, these greetings from the distance that he sent them for a couple of days, his attempts to smile, come to open a conversation ... Akanishi was drugged with a drug that gave him such happiness? Because if was not that I did not understand. Neither he nor anyone else. It was as if he were forced to be nice, something that certainly could be saved at that point when everything was said and done. A Kame still hurt what had happened between them had long term even tried to put ice and pretend it did not matter and that he had passed. Who was he now to Akanishi Jin? Certainly not his best friend, if ever the shadow of one who had been with him since he went to work in the modeling agency. Jin now had nothing to do with the person who had been previously because he had gone around to the head and only thought of him, Ely him than in anyone. Kame had tried to tell sometimes because his attitude did nothing but alienate everyone else, but Bakanishi ignored him saying that the problems were the others and , l do not concern him at all. The redhead was never put to one side or the other, until one day he was indicted for his best friend love take the opportunity to go to America, to be a jealous and a few other things that Jin did not say why Kame's fist had stamped on her cheek. Unlike other companions, Kame was not amused that they have had to use Jin kilos of makeup for the photos turn out well. He had not speaking to each other since then.
That is why I did not understand the attitude of castañoy their eagerness to do as they were fine. No good 'we are the best friends', but well of 'I get that you shit with my teammates. "
"Obviously you want some of us were discussing the other.
-O is making fun ...
Kame did not participate in the debate openly in the discussion of its peers but still thinking about it to herself. What strange force I would be forced to do so?
Suddenly he remembered del chico que le llamaba de vez en cuando a la asociación para contarle sus problemas y por un momento se puso pálido al pensar en la posibilidad de que el anónimo fuera Jin. Luego se deshizo de la idea porque era totalmente imposible que alguien con nula capacidad de sentido común estuviese tan triste como ese chico. No, se dijo. Alguien como Jin no llamaría a alguien pidiendo ayuda y menos sin haber dicho antes algo como ‘soy Akanishi Jin, el mejor modelo de Tokio, alabadme y ponte a mi favor’. La discreción no era algo propio de él. En cambio el otro chico apenas hablaba de sí mismo y sentía some sympathy for him, at least decided to call it that when one night he found himself staring fixedly at the device that turned the calls as if invoking it. The fact is that when it rang and was quickly caught a little disappointed when a girl started talking about her boyfriend and some other things that had nothing to do with the other guy . Too bad, I was curious how it went.
-Hi-Kame Jin said appearing nothing.
"Hello, primarily education.
- I can sit here?
- Is there no free seats at another table? Ueda asked who in the eyes imploring the redhead pulled her backpack from the chair. No one wanted trouble.
Jin sat down with his tray and started eating, smiling and looking at them as they talked but no one spoke to him. He even laughed when someone had something funny. Kame was nervous What would you be up to? His voice barely audible again startled
"Hey Kame, shall we go then together?
The silence that seized all that was nothing compared with the red face that nearly choked on his own saliva. Finally let out a small laugh.
- Do you plan to kidnap me to not take away your position in the agency?
The others laughed under his breath while Jin frowned.
- Why do you say that? He asked, as if that were not with him, you could even say a little offended.
- What do you want? Do not pretend with me, you can save all your unfunny jokes you know? I do not need you here making you crazy. "Kame dragged the chair and stood up but did not get very far because Jin took his wrist and turned him.
- What talk? I'm being nice to you, you have to be so unpleasant.
"I repeat, not necessary. If some kind of bet with one of your best friends go and tell them that I chopped and give you whatever you've earned.
"Screw you, Kamenashi. You have not changed anything, I ...
"I'm still the same person for years, you're the one who changed. And I thought there was nothing more to say. Go to America to fulfill your sueñoy let me once, "Kame said reproachfully but also with pain. Contrary to what I thought Jin, he did not envy. A few jealous, at first, but was very pleased by the very cocoon Ely had not been able to see it.
staggered a few steps when the other gave him a shove from behind. Again the same story, but this time he would not do anything, if he did hit him because he was not going to get into trouble again. But nobody hit anybody and Jin took his bag and walked away without turning to face him. Kame was aware that All eyes were on Ely though he knew he was acting the right way I can not help feeling bad.
Jin
definitely was not his name. Someone should have given some kind of treating people, but not this time but for those few months ago. Perhaps all that could have been avoided and he would not be a miserable jerk with no friends. Until that day when Kame had spoken (badly, but had spoken to him) had not realized how much I missed him. Lying in bed with the TV set but with the volume at least waited patiently for someone to pick up from the other side.
-Ey.
- Is it you? and asked his friend, only friend.
"I think so, unfortunately I'm me. If I were someone else would beat him for a fool.
- Why? -From the tone in which he asked seemed somewhat concerned.
"I was going to call you yesterday.
- Why did not you?
I do not know, I got drunk. I just, very sad, man. Jin
knew his voice was broken but could not do anything about it since he himself was broken. If not considered as man would have thrown to mourn right there with the phone glued to his ear.
-I what you said, I tried but apparently I am denied for friendship or something. I'm an asshole and I do not deserve your friendship. The last time he hit me and should have done yesterday and did not. I would have preferred that he had punched me because that means we still cares about something. I miss him.
- Who? asked the voice go very low and after a silence that Jin made it quite long.
-A, "said Jin Kame without thinking, total, or that that name would say something to another. "I'm such an idiot, I promise, if I were not so tired I get out of bed and beat me with the door knocks.
Jin paused and waited for the other to say something, because we, is what he played, some kind of mind. But there was left disappointed.
- Is it a joke, Jin? - said at last, and Jin, who was rolling on the bed as a kibble fell to the ground is not a miracle when the other called por su nombre.
Mierda, murmuró. Él estaba en lo cierto y todo eso del voluntariado era una secta que lo había rastreado a través de sus llamadas y ahora sabía todo acerca de él.
-¿Cómo…cómo sabes mi nombre? –preguntó asustado mirando alrededor por si acaso había alguien observándole desde la distancia.
- De todas las personas con problemas del país ¿tenías que ser tú?
"But how do you know ...? Who are you?
- I Came, Bakanishi!
Ah, it was Kame ... Oh shit! What was he doing now? Please, what a shame he had told all these things by accident, and now he was going to Descojonado for life and could never again look at his face, or neither he nor the other, nor could re-touching that damn agency that had brought him to disgrace.
- Jin? Jin!
"I do not ... I did not know you ... I'll hang!
And he did no more, hit the botóny threw the phone away from him before the other asked him to wait.
Jin & Kame
Having been planted in the glass door about ten minutes mentally calculating how many people would know already about the stupidity of the whole week they decided to open the door and enter. When he was at the height of the desk had not yet appeared no one to laugh at him that it was a relief, and walked to the locker room where there was none. That it was weird, like all of a sudden jumped and began to point out with loud laughter. Well, they are deserved.
heard the door open behind her and she was breathing deeply to endure the teasing when you just heard a hello. He turned and found himself face to face with the warm look castañay Kame. How had not identified his voice on the phone was something that was not explained.
"Today, we sit together. I will do my best, "said Jin looking cool laces of his shoes. He dropped his shoulder and takes place to change clothes while Kame did not move the site.
- Was seriously last night?
"I'd rather not talk about it, if you do not mind.
"Well, I care. Answer me. -
did not have to lie to my anonymous friend phone, I meant nothing to him so yes, everything was serious.
"I took quite dear," whispered the redhead making Jin raised his head and looked. "At first, you know, but then began to look forward to your calls.
- That mean that expecting it to remain a wretched to tell at night?
Kame did not know if smile let it go. Chose to turn around and hide the smile, the option of cowards.
-ever need for real, you can not imagine the pasta that I've left with the happy quick call. "Said Jin drawing the other to his back and could not see the slight blush on his cheeks. It was so, but so long since I held a conversation that was felt as far happy, but did not know how that would end it all.
- Was seriously then? Kame asked again.
- What? I told you so.
- Did I miss?
Jin looked into his eyes and nodded slowly muttering also yes. I thought, I thought hard before saying the words he did not recall ever having said:
"Sorry, Kazu-chan.
Kazu-chan and opened his eyes and mouth because I've never heard Jin apologize for something, unless it was ironic, of course. And he saw no irony in his eyes sad.
"I feel that things have ended well, I'm sorry I made dañoy I'm sorry I lost.
Kame pressed her lips to make them a fine line and licked by moistening them slightly. I did not know what to say.
"And me.
thanked Jin had come so close to him because he had responded so softly that you have been where none would have known. Well, wait a moment, he said. How long was so close? Why not stop take several steps toward him? They were going to crash and would have to put them dañoy much makeup and what were the lips soft Jin.
"Do not do this, Jin. You go in a few days and I will not ...
"I do not go anywhere. "I cut a few inches separating. "I rejected the American.
- Are you crazy? What about your opportunity? That was the most important.
-No. Most importantly what I have before, what happens is that I'm too stupid for not having seen it, too selfish, too arrogant, too asshole and if you can stand and it would be nice.
And for the first Once he saw Kame laugh and not have waited because he had been misunderstood completely honest, for the first time Ely himself, and would not like that now the other will say something like 'it's too late , feels' but he deserved it but ... no, not like anything.
- Are you laughing at me, Tortuga?
"Yes.
fun Kame answered before returning to close and re-join their lips in a kiss that was initially strange, shy, almost childlike, because neither knew exactly what to do in situations like that. Kiss a girl kiss was much different than he had been your best friend and you stopped the talk. Was this a kind of signature of peace? Now these things were done well? But almost at the same time the two boys thought of how much they had longed to that stranger with whom they shared the early morning hours, how well the other had been felt in those conversations in which they were neither Jin and Kame, only two people who were missing without being aware of it and have not dealt with them would have a serious problem because now no one was in any way divided . The person who longed for both the end of each Diaye meant the most to them was the same. Should be a matter of fate or any of that crap that people said, what did it.
- What are you thinking now, Bakanishi? "Kame kept his arms around his neck.
-in that would not have been better not to do so on purpose.
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